THE DOG DAYS ARE OVER

everything was overrated under the love magnifying glass

once the time has passed, and you remember how it really was, suddenly it looses its grace

i saw a friend of yours and I was this close to ask her about you

i didnt, i find it repulsive and invasive

i know, and i truly know she wasnt gonna tell you or so, but i didnt wanted to bring you to the table bc what was i gonna tell her? "this dude i used to know, like for 2 minutes".  i heard you had a child, oh my! beautiful ugly baby boy. you dont live in nyc, or did you? it's amazing how mysterious your life is or at least for me that i dont have you on your socialmedia

i was just thinking about the time you told me to drink  plenty of coffee in the morning if wanted to be in shape and the minute after that you cooked me pancakes with banana. 

i think it was the day we went to the tacos and watch pi movie

i wanted to go your room but it was upstairs

was it the time we went to the movies together? i dont think so

but you were obssesed with star wars and the caos theory

did i pee or did i poo on your flat's floor? what was your cat's name? did i rape you? how much money i burned? how did i hurt myself? why i was asking you what time it was? did i sleep at all? i beg you to bring to life those burried memories. happy belated bday, nadie.